bunnie's blog: "My Feelings....."

Threw you the obvious And you flew with it on your back A name in your recollection Down among a million same Difficult not to feel a little bit Disappointed and passed over When I look right through, See you naked but oblivious And you don't see me But I threw you the obvious Just to see if there's more behind the Eyes of a fallen angel, Eyes of a tragedy Here I am expecting just a little bit Too much from the wounded But I see, see through it all See through, see you 'Cause I threw you the obvious To see what occurs behind the Eyes of a fallen angel, Eyes of a tragedy Oh well, oh well Apparently nothing, Apparently nothing at all You don't, you don't You don't see me You don't, you don't You don't see me You don't, you don't You don't see me You don't, you don't You don't see me You don't see me You don't, you don't You don't see me at all

I'm a renegade Back out motherfucker You better tap out Boo-hoo you crying baby Where you at now? Cuz i be lookin for you Me and my people lookin ready And we're lookin for truth So come and get this Make it hurt you know I love it when you Tap this put me up into a corner Be a witness Yeah this is critical mass We invite the revolution We ignite the power See me I'm still standing I might be bleeding But I'm still breathing I'll never surrender ‘cause I'm a renegade What, what you want some Come and get some Pussy motherfucker I got you where you live nigga Me you will never control, no Genocidal maniacal Devil, the party's over I'm a renegade A runaway slave I've been dreaming about my freedom On the underground train It's armagedon you're getting just what you wanted Critical mass, freedom at last, freedom at last See me I'm still standing I might be bleeding But I'm still breathing You might hate me But you can't break me I might be bleeding But I'm still breathing This dog will turn around and bite you Turn around and (WHAT) bite you This dog will turn around and bite you This dog will (WHAT) (Growl) How long do you thing I'm just gonna let you fuck with me and not do something about it? You think I'm just gonna turn the other cheek? You push me so I'll push you right back You push me so I'll push you right back You push me so I'll push you right back You push me so I'll push you right back See me I'm still standing I might be bleeding But I'm still breathing You might hate me But you can't break me I might be bleeding But I'm still breathing I'll never surrender ‘cause I'm a renegade

I have come to a realization! When you care.....you get your feelings hurt, your heart broken and your expectations of something real are shot to hell. If you stop giving a fuck.....its all so much better. Nobody messes with your emotions or feelings, you have no expectations of anyone and you sure dont get hurt. The only hurt is the hole left in your heart when you thought love was a real thing. Im just not so sure anymore........ Leaving it at that!