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The MARINES Night Before Christmas Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face tan. I soon understood, this was more than a man. For I realized the families that I saw that night, owed their lives to these men, who were willing to fight. Soon around the Nation, the children would play, And grown-ups would celebrate on a bright Christmas day. They all enjoyed freedom, each month and all year, because of Marines like this one lying here. I couldn’t help wonder how many lay alone, on a cold Christmas Eve, in a land far from home. Just the very thought brought a tear to my eye. I dropped to my knees and I started to cry. He must have awoken, for I heard a rough voice, "Santa, don't cry, this life is my choice I fight for freedom, I don't ask for more. My life is my God, my country, my Corps." With that he rolled over, drifted off into sleep, I couldn't control it, I continued to weep. I watched him for hours, so silent and still. I noticed he shivered from the cold night's chill. So I took off my jacket, the one made of red, and covered this Marine from his toes to his head. Then I put on his T-shirt of scarlet and gold, with an eagle, globe and anchor emblazoned so bold. And although it barely fit me, I began to swell with pride, and for one shining moment, I was Marine Corps deep inside. I didn't want to leave him so quiet in the night, this guardian of honor so willing to fight. But half asleep he rolled over, and in a voice clean and pure, said "Carry on, Santa, it's Christmas Day, all secure." One look at my watch and I knew he was right, Merry Christmas my friend, Semper Fi and goodnight.
44 Things a Girl Would Die For. 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! ..20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small things can still help we might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to get us things 26-don't lie to her 27-dont cheat on her 28-take her anywhere she wants 29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her 30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you are you still reading this u better be its important 31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too. 32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her. 33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them). 34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly. 35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her remember this next time you are with her 36. When people diss her, stand up for her. 37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her. (only if you truley do..NEVER say it unless you mean it!!) 38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. 39. When walking next to each other grab her hand. 40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED 41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 43. Take her for long walks at night. 44. Always Remind her how much you love her. youll never know when she needs just a lil more love
Wounded and in pain Put on your armour Fend off further blows Hide the raw and bleeding wound From the world And from yourself Surrender Drop the shield Shed the armour Lie down in exhaustion Pale, vulnerable Still bleeding Feel the pain Heal the wound Pick yourself up Go on Turn the page This was something that took time for me to understand. Life is a Book, we put entries in but with no opportunity to erase... just pages we fill... mistakes we make. People we love and loose. We put up armor to ward off the attack of our past, when we should embrase ..endure and ultimately turn the page. For some its hard...for others impossible. But, unless we are willing to turn that page we may miss out on the beauty in tomorrow. Live life, laugh hard...dance like there is no tomorrow. Because you only have one chance at life, and love..dont let a day go by without letting the people in your life know how special they really are to you.. Take that chance.. dont be afraid. Turn the page. lisa p.s. love ya zach
This cyber love Is this real or in my dreams My worlds unraveling at the seams You have my heart now take my soul This cyber love is what makes me whole I can't believe what's happening to me Your face so perfect that I've never seen Your lips so soft I may never touch I only feel the keyboard I clutch I need you now I need you forever In an electric world to be together A surreal place that plays with the mind In a cloned world of two of a kind I consume your words they filter inside No matter what I do I can't seem to hide My trembling hands awaiting the rush When I feel you near to resume this crush Your my everything my unyielding desire the spark to the match before it lights fire The angel within that whispers my name Controlling the moves in this wicked game This cyber love Is why I awake This cyber love is my only escape The time has come I feel it in my spine When I look toward the melancholy light and see your on-line
Lost Soul By Lisa Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still I morn, For a love I cant find, A soul that was happy, Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if I was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way I do, And its riping my apart, But until my soul is found, I will never let you know, You,ll have my heart forever, But I have to let you go.
Making Love To A Friend by Lisa Ann You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's left to say, is goodbye, I loved loving you, my friend
'NO SCHOOL SEPTEMBER 11" EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... NO MATTER WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO, WHAT STATE YOU LIVE IN, THINK ABOUT IT... TEACHERS SHOW UP AND NOBODY IS IN CLASS... THEN THEY'LL LEAVE... TELL A LOT OF PEOPLE AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN MAKE IT ON NEWS... WHY SEPTEMBER 11TH? CAUSE ITS A DAY WE SHOULD NOT BE IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED.. WE GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A BUNCH OF DEAD PRESIDENTS BUT WE DON'T GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A MASS MURDER OF PEOPLE WE PROBABLY KNEW? AND ALL THE AMAZING FIRE FIGHTERS THAT DIED FOR THIS COUNTRY!! ... JUST KEEP REPOSTING AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW...NO SCHOOL SEPT. 11TH.... My response back to my son and daughter.... Those ppl that died gave the ultimate sacrafice, so that you could go to school, live in a safe country and have the freedom to be educated. To use the fact that they died as a public forum to get out of school for a day is sad. How many of you kids even think or reflect on what happened that day now that its years later. Do the fallen a favor...Go to school, show those ppl in iraq that they cant take the very freedoms that their own children don't have, away from us. Its time to teach our childern Love of Country, and Respect for the lives given up so they can live and learn here.
THE DEMON RELEASED... THE TORTURED SOUL, THAT SHOWS NO FEAR, IT SPEAKS IN DARKNESS FOR ALL TO HEAR. PAIN AND SORROW, INK'D ON THE PAGE, COMMANDING WORDS WITH ENDLESS RAGE. BLOOD SOAKED SOUNDS, WHISPER IN MY EAR, ECHOING SECRETS, THE DEMON APPEARS. THE DEMON LAUGING, ITS MENIACHAL NOISE, CUTTING AND SLASHING BRINGS HIM TORTUREOUS JOY. RIPPING INTO MY BODY, BLOOD BEGINS TO POUR, SCARS OF PLEASURE, HIS DEMAND FOR MORE. HE TEARS AT MY HEART, NOW NOTHING REMAINS, JUST BLOOD ON THE FLOOR, THE CARPET IT STAINS. HIS EVILNESS BOILS, THE ANGER ENSUES, MY MIND IS HIS PLAYGROUND, MY SOUL HE PERSUES. HIS POWER ELUDES ME, HOLDS MY LIFE IN HIS GRASP, BUT I EMBRACE THIS DEMON, SPEAKING HIS NAME AT LAST. HIS NAME IS FAMILIAR, HIS SPEACH RINGS TRUE, REFLECTING THE IMAGE, THE DEMON IS YOU. YOU SEE, YOU ARE THE DEMON, HIS TRAPPED SOUL INSIDE. FOREVER TOGETHER, THIS JOURNEY YOU'LL RIDE. this is dedicated to my very best friend...i love him like family...thank you andrew for being there for me..!!!
I HATE IGNORANT PPL WHO REPEAT THE SAME IGNORANT CYCLES I HATE PPL THAT ABUSE ANIMALS I HATE LARGE TAXES DUE TO POOR GOVERMENT SPENDING HABITS. I HATE PPL THAT GIVE MONEY TO BEGGERS ONLY REINFORCING THEIR FUTURE DEPENDENCE. I HATE A THIEF,FOR HE CAN TAKE IN A SECOND WHAT IVE LABORED YEARS TO AQUIRE. I HATE PPL WHO FIGHT FOR A JUST CAUSE ONLY AFTER PERSONALLY BEING AFFECTED BY IT. I HATE LAZY PPL WHO FEED LIKE PARASITE OFF OF GOVERNMENT SPONSORED SOCIAL PROGRAMS DEVELOPED FOR THE NEEDY(NOT LAZY). I HATE PPL WHO BLAME EVERYODY BUT THEMSELVES FOR THEIR OWN SUFFERING. I HATE WHEN PPL USE THIR FREEDOMS TO FIGHT TO RESTRICT MINE. I HATE PPL WHO USE LIES AND DECEIT BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE FACTS. I HATE THAT WE SPEND MILLIONS OF DOLLARS TO HAVE PPL ENTERTAIN US, AN OUR SCHOOLS GO UNDER FUNDED. I HATE HOW WE IDOLIZE MOVIE STARS AND SPORTS PPL, WHILE THE VERY PPL WHO DEFEND THIS COUNTRY GO UNRECOGNIZED..!!!! ITS TIME TO SOUND OFF, TO ALL THE THINGS IN THIS WORLD THAT WE PUT UP WITH BECAUSE WE ARE TO AFRAID TO SPEAK OUR MINDS....
Hmmmm... of late through much contempaltion i have come to the conclusion that.. Life is a complete play ground.. You got your bullies that have yet to learn not to piss there beds at night. You have your little dainty girls that omg if they get their hands dirty they are gonna run to the play ground monitor and have them wipe the dirt of their hands.. IE sissy girls... You got the ones that go to the back of the play ground to do gawd knows what smoking and such.. then you got the ones that are like me.. that are hoggin up the field to play football, soccer, whatevewr just to run off the energy then hit the swings to see who can flip around the swing about three times around the pole at the top because you feel like your flying...whooohoooo or even better get as high as you can and jump out and watch everyone drop their teeth because you beat the other person in distance by a good 6 feet.. WOOT! Then you got the shy ones that stand at the wall and just watch.. those are the ones you go grab by the hand and say come one!!!! lets PLAY SOME FOOTBALL!!! then you got the ones that get to sit on the ground and stay there because they are nothing but trouble makers and have noting better to do than to eat glue and spit spit wads across the classroom.. LOOSERS!!! That being said.. Im really curious.. where do you stand.. Where on the playground do you fit? And are you happy there.. IF not ... DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT..Stop the pissing and moaning.. you have 90 seconds worth of life versus an eternity of whatever it was you experienced here on Earth.. .. Im skidding in on my side with dirt all over me screaming at the top of my lungs"..... WHOAHHHHHHH WHAT A FRIGGEN BLAST!!!! LOL Do what you can, when you can, with as many ppl as you can.. leave a legacy you can be proud of.. material stuff you cant take with you.. money can be made and money can be spent..material stuff erodes and fades away... your legacy doesnt.. two things I believe in beside Murphys law...Don't lie, and do your best.. you do those two things all the rest just falls into place.. Don't rely on others to make you happy your just going to get disappointed... Be happy with yourself, in your present circumstances.. regardless of what it is.. take the higher ground in all things.. take on the warrior attitude of .. "GOT GRIT?"...wake each day with a smile.. great the day with " im ready for the challenge... hit it hard fast and with great wisdom...the element of surprise is always a good tactic.. Get past yourself.. and there is a whole other world out there waiting to be made known of your presence and what you can do to affect it.. stand in the present.. review the past.. affect your future!!!! So what if its a crap shot .. the greatest of humans we have had on our planet shot craps all the time.. so they came up empty handed a few times.. eventually.. somewhere down the road.. when they least expected it.. whack!!!! Euphoria.. Inventions were created..vacines invented..science evolved...Nobel Peace Prizes were presented..and man touched the face of God through space flight...what a rush....( feel free to chime in any time..)
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