Hey Everybody even though my online status says sick i am physically fine nothing's wrong with me just feeling down in the dumps and sad and feeling blue and depressed because soon my bestest friend on Lost Cherry,Cherry Tap,Fubar ~NiCcKiE ~ Princess' Mistress and she makes me so happy and makes me smile every time she's on this site now she's leaving in a month and i feel like my heart has been ripped out but the down side is i wish that fubar had a sad online status but how i feel about her is i would trust her with my life and i would defend her honor in anyway and because she's going from this site i am feel like i am losing my best friend for a 2nd time in a space of 2 years and Nicckie made me feel so safe everytime i talked to her on this site my i am going to miss my wonderful amazing beautiful stunning sexy goregous pretty cool and hott friend Nicckie and i am uncertain how i will cope without her on this site because not only do i have her in my friends list i have her in my idols section and my family list and she's been in my Lost Cherry,Cherry Tap,FUBAR Family and i have never removed her from that list this site has had 3 name changes and all through that the family list has always had Nicckie in it and it is going to be super painful to me removing my all time fave friend on this site from my family list when the time comes to remove her i just don't want her to leave this site because she means so damn much to me and as i write this blog i am teary eyed because i don't like losing friends who i consider to be my best friend and to me that is exactly what i think of Nicckie in my eyes from Bruce