"WHY ME IS ALL I ASK"
Here you are, in the same house as i am, but i am so unable to even have you realize just what it is you mean to me. Wanting to just hold you all through the nite and not let go.
Seeing you every morning i awake and knowing it is not i that makes you happy, does so much damage to both my heart and mind, i do not know just how long i will be able to handle this.
Feeling as if i failed you in every way imaginable, i just want to disappear from society and never be found again. Having such a heavy heart and thinking things i know i really shouldn't.
You are what keeps me so alive in this life, yet all i do is seem to keep you both upset and sad. People wonder why i am so down on myself, all i can say is i have but one simple question......
WHY ME IS ALL I ASK??
P.J.Page 11/12/08 10:29pm