Agent 23's blog: "My Fantasy"

Lost in a sea of excitement, Beyond our control, We kiss. Ever so deeply that other couples Want to go home and have sex. After every passionate moment, We blush in utter excitement and embarassment Everytime our lips meet. Like two frieght trains colliding at full speed We're hornier than two animals in heat Yearning to fuck right here and now Breathing heavier now, We beging to undress. Slowly revealing every detail of our nakedness The sight of your naked body Is enough to make a grown man cry. Blood rushes to my dick, Faster than the 100 meter dash. Surprised by its size, You are left estatic. Your eyes look as though they may fall out. As I caress the outline of your body, I can feel the heat escaping As you are getting turned on by every touch. Leaning in to kiss you...just before forplay, I wake up. "What the fuck?" are the first words that escape from my lips. "I always wake up before the real fun begins." Trying to go back to sleep to continue my dream Realizing its pointless, Because of the excitement inside. The thought of it happening keeps me awake. Is there a woman crazy enough to fulfill my fantasy... Have sex with me inside a crowded public Library?

Talking to you is like talking to a goddess Being who you are, Not having a worry in the world Wanting to be happy Wanting to be with you I hope to make you mine. The time we share makes me want you more. You always make me laugh, I long so much to kiss you. Wanting to connect with you on a deeper level. Everytime I gaze into your sultry brown eyes, I try to withstand the urge to extinguish your Heavenly lips of fire. Every time we hug, Its hard for me to ignore what I truly want to do. You are unique in everyway. I want you to sweep you off your feet I will not seranade you because I can't sing, Barry White will do that for me. Thinking about you has disabled my sleep. Having dreams of you and I Spending countless hours together. Being with you would ease the pain., Allow me to sleep better Be who I have always been. Waking up everyday knowing you are still with me And loving every second of it.

Look deep into my eyes Tell me what you see. Is it darkness that lies deep inside Or is it the light that surrounds me. The darkness thats there represents the demon living deep within me The light represents the happiness that once was. The war raged on between light and darkness Causes different feeligs and actions within myself. Destructive behavior, thoughts of death and genocide All exist in the darkness. Joy, happiness, love, and laughter make the light shine bright. When the angel and demon meet on common ground, An explosive battle rages on. Nothing can stop the inevitable war from engaging. Laughter is all that can soothe the soul of the angel. Music and poetry is all that can soothe the soul of the demon. The angel and demon merge together to create me. Cant you see them? Cant you feel them there?

Thoughts of deception Visions of deceit Feelings of lies Unfound thoughts of the unjust Little or no communication hinder these sensations Does the mind tell lies or is the heart right? The weight of love is becoming too heavy Unable to hold the pressure... Reinforcements are used to sustain the pressure The foundation is weak... How long will it hold? That is unknown There is no stability in the strength of a weak heart.

The warmth of the sun makes love to My skin with such delicate kisses. The cool spring breeze whispers sensually As it caresses my skin The visual beauty of the way Mother nature makes love to the world Stimulates the mind into a sexual frenzy The way the sky kisses the water The way the trees tickle the sky The way the wind stimulates the ground The way Mother Nature makes Loves to the world, Is the way nature makes love to you

Tears run down my face when I see you crying. Although we are not married, I love you like a wife. Devoted and loving is what you are When I am not near you I imagine you by my side Holding me close with your undying love for me I open my heart to you, So you can shape it into whatever you want it to be. I am not afraid of anything when I'm around you. If I could give you my life, I would because I trust and love you. My love for you is essential, everlasting and true Making me want to spend the rest of my life with you With that in mind, I want to ask you one question, Will you marry me?

Sharing love, individual love shared by many Staring into the eyes of the one that is not my own. Longing to be with, but repressed by the truth. The three words of life that changes the lives of many. Straining to share for it is wrong but yet the feeling is true. Looking within oneself for answers Only feelings of jubilation are found. I Love You...so hard to say, yet so warm to feel. Is this wrong? Are they true? Have I done wrong to feel like this for another? Longing to love Yet straining to contain Searching for truth but thinking of consequences Love, one word that changes many Yet so sensual when the feeling is shared To love...yes I do But more than one...thats my Sin of the Heart.