So whose fucking business that i sleep with a women? Whose business is it that i am in love with a women does it really matter that i love her i want to be with her and that no not even though my grandma thinks its wrong does she know how Brandy makes me feel? Does any one know how Brandy makes me feel? the feeling of security knowing that no she will never break my ribs no she will not like my grandmother or others in my life take a whole paycheck and put it in the machine its nice to know that there is that kind of financial stability knowing that the biggest addiction is cigerettes and an occasioanl beer no one seems to understand that they think my whole blood is thicker then water shit the only thing i can think is my blood realitives blood with me has been a powder waiting to blow away in the wind and today a storm blew... My family buried me today
maybe when they burried me they burried the little girl i never was and the adult i never will be
