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Sometimes in life you can be very blinded by things that you have never experience. I was one of those mom's that it went happen to me.
my story really start when I was 25, i got pregnant with my first child and i was so dam excited, everything was going good, I was working full time as a assistant manager and I was on my feet constantly, at my 20 weeks check up my dr notice that I had high blood pressure so that was it for me till baby was born I was to take it easy and stay calm as much as possible. at 23 weeks and 2 days I woke up with pains in my belly but I thought it was because I had not been able to use the bathroom in a few days. so i drank some water and had breakfast and laid back down, the cramps didnt go away so I went to pee and as I wiped there was blood so to the hospital I went to get check out. when i got there i told the nurse it must be because I'm constipated so of course the leave me in pain in the waiting room for over 2 hours so by the time i got seen by the dr my cervix was open to 5 cm no way of stopping the contractions and you have to be sent to a hospital 2 hours away to try and save your baby when she/he comes. I just made it to the hospital and delivered my first baby girl at 1:06 PM she weighed 1 pound 4 oz and was 11 inches long she spent 6 month in the NICU and was a full year on oxygen. numerous hospital stays after that until she was around 6 or 7 years old. by the time she was that age I didnt think I would ever be able to have more kids, I was also diagnose with an incompetent cervix so if I did get pregnant again I'd have to have a cerclage basically my cervix sewn shut. it took 11 year to get pregnant again and with this pregnancy I was high risk due to my cervix and then a fail glucose test I was also diabetic. I was stop from working at 12 weeks as my job was to demanding I was a taxi driver. the milestone were flying by at 35 weeks the dr removed my stitches and ave me an ultrasound and a NST to him everything look fine. that was on a Monday, I was scheduled for another NST on the Friday. I get there and they hook me up and they couldn't find anything but my heartbeat so they said our machine must not be working properly let have the dr due another ultrasound and that is when my world came crashing down I had to hear those awful words there is no heartbeat... I couldn't handle it I ask to go home and told them to call my Ob and we schedule for her to enter this world silently at exactly 36 weeks. ellie was the most precious little bundle of joy that would never take a breathe on this earth she was born on March 10th, 2014 at 2:06 PM weighing 6 pounds 2 oz and 18 inches long. after ellie I didnt give a crap about the diabetes that stayed and we ended up losing our place to stay and had to move in with the inlaws I again got pregnant in July of 2015 that resulted in a miscarriage at 11 weeks. I gave up I totally gave up on ever having another child. someone upstairs had other plans for me and in March 2017 I found out I was once again pregnant. i had a million and 1 drs appointment, was stitched up once again at 14 weeks and was taken of work at 20 weeks, at 28 weeks my world once again took another side road, the baby wasn't growing, and his blood flow to his cord wasn't very good so 2 rounds of steroids it was and we are keeping you in hospital so here I was 28 weeks pregnant all by myself 2 hours away from home, it was 2 NST a day and 3 ultrasounds a week. I wanted so bad to not have another NICU baby or a dead one. on October 11th 2017 I went for my ultrasound and she said today is the day, I beg for it to not be so as i was only 32 weeks pregnant but i was not getting out of it. it was 4 hours of magnesium for baby's brain and then an emergency c section. Cameron scott was born at 4pm weighing 2 pounds 15 oz and 15 inches long. he had to be recusitated at birth and require CPAP for the first 12 hours and nothing else after that except caffeine to remind him to breathe and he needed to be grow. this is the story of my hard journey having babies.
