This a blog to let everyone know why I have been so depressed. I think one reason is its a genetic order that i got from my mom and I dont understand why I get so depressed maybe its because I cant handle the loss of my grandpa and now might be losing my mom as well so if I lose my mom that will be the end of it. I know my mom didnt raise me or my brother but I will always love her no matter what. I lost my grandpa in April and if I lose my mom I dont know what I will do since she has been there for me through it all. And for this is why I am so depressed at times......
