My dearest one,
My one true love…
I sit here numb and helpless…
Missing you…
Feeling your loss…
Wishing for just one bit of your touch…
Your eyes upon me…
But that will continue to be my wish…
As I cannot dare conceive
Or even dream of getting in your way…
When you are on such a road…
I can only be here…
Waiting for the moment in which you will let me know…
Let me in…
And let me help you…
Help US…
Through this confusion…
Through this…destructive darkness…
I love you with all my soul…
All of my being…
And I will always come back…
The silver thread that ties and binds…
Grows stronger each moment with you…
The more time I am with you…
The more I can no longer imagine myself without!
And you know what, my love?
I don’t want to imagine life without!
There is no life without…
I don’t know that there ever was before you…
You have seen my past…
Or at least have heard of it…
It was nothing…
I was nothing…
And may haps you do not see it now…
But with you, my love…
I am loved…
I am trusted…
I am yours!
And that…
Means more to me…
Than you will EVER imagine!
I love you, Aidan…
And I am yours… eternally!!!
~Rhiannon
