Today was a very weird day indeed. I clocked in and everything at seven am...and I went straight to Junior dresses and it took 5 1/2 hours to work everything out and get it all sorted and crap. So when I got off work I went to my mom's job to take her a check...
When I got home I ate like popcorn, cheese, crackers and candy. I felt so bad that I got on the Gazelle for 30 minutes and then the Ab Lounger. So all in all I did 2.32 miles on the Gazelle and even on there I burned 280.6 calories plus however how many I burned while doing my ab lounger. I am so proud of myself and from now on...no more junkfoods, no more cokes...and when I go out to eat it has to be healthy. Yes I know...I'm always falling off the bandwagon but I can't help it. And now that all these pretty clothes are coming out and all these gorgeous dresses are coming out I want to lose the weight to be able to wear them.
I miss Teddy. And I know for sure that he's in a good college. Florida State University is well talked about at my job. Everyone was like, "He chose a perfect school." So I am glad that he's going to a great school. His education is very important right now. And who knows. I may or may not go back to school. It depends though. I may not since I already have a stupid loan to pay back and I don't want to pay on another one. I'm going to be even more tighter with my money. I need to start setting some of it back and like pulling $20.00 out for me to spend on myself and then whatever's left of it needs to go in the money bank that's hidden. That's my wedding funds bank. LOL
Mom is cooking hamburgers for supper tonight but not me. I'm going to have this taco rice stuffy and a green veggie that way I will have some for supper tomorrow as well. I need to start cutting back on my food. I'm bad about going back into the kitchen for more food to eat. I want to start being conservative with my money to get new tires for my car and to just save money incase when Teddy comes over, we'll have some money to go out and do things with because I'm going to be stubborn and not worry with that stuff about him paying for everything. Goddess I love him to death that I don't know what to do. And now that I've thought about it everyone is right that I talked to. I have nothing to worry about with other females bothering him while he's down there. He loves me and only me and I have to see it for that.
Oh boy do I really miss him. I wonder how he's liking things so far. Last time I talked to him was Saturday for about 20-30 minutes and he liked it so far from what he said. :) Well there is one thing about it. If there is ever any hurricanes...he can come here for refuge. I'll save him. Right now I'm tricking out my Cherry Tap profile by adding a crap load of songs to it. :) Yay me. :)
Yay I have an appetite. Well this is all I have for now...I'm lost on thoughts.
