Well...My daughter's out of jail....I guess for good behavior....what good behavior? She doesnt have a GOOD BEHAVIOR bone in her body. And I know whoever may read this might say: "Oh what an uncaring, insensitive, unloving mother this is....Truth be told....you dont know me and surely dont know what kind of hell I have been through with her...From the time she was 6 on up to 18...my life and my familys' life have been torture....Oh sure there were some good times...but its really sad when the bad times outweighs the good.....
Dont get me wrong...I love her as I do my other children...but for my sanity I have to distance myself away from her....Or try to at least....And the bad part of it is...she doesnt want to change because she doesnt feel like she has the problem...it's the other people around her that has the problem...they need to change to suit her and her needs....She can be the sweetest and most loving person you could ever meet....would give you the shirt off her back if need be....but on the other side she can be the most evil...hateful...person as well...would strike a bargain with the devil in order to get revenge....
I've tried to be a good mother...did the best I possibly could....maybe thats the problem...maybe I did to much for her....I was there on every occasion when she got in trouble...maybe because of that I have given her a sense of entitlement...that she could do no wrong...I dont know...maybe I'll never know...but what I do know is...
It Hurts...
