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What are you waiting for?
Do I bore you?
flat voice on the other end, of a
rare phone call
pretending to care
who we are
your daughters
don't think you got the memo
we were still yours
why so eager to forget?
Do I disgust you?
Yes, I remember
You disgust me more
Why couldn't you leave some hope for me?
I try to forget,
but then it slaps me in the face.
A small grove
amidst the rain encroaching
has a moss-smothered swing
too tiny for a toddler
marble crucifix rising above
the towering green
the devout save their souls
never notice the mystery enclosed
a little coppice forgotten
I
thought intertwined
we
were so happy
you
helped me realize
nothing
perfection is silence
no
word out of place
not
a shatter in the nothing
but
who was wrong?
I
Boiling anger
disguised for awhile
the anguish felt
masked by a smile
fuck your rules
they don't take place
I can tell you don't get it
easy read fuck face
blatantly lying
floozies forget
senselessly flapping
jaws jabbering
jolted, surprise
speaking in tongues
won't save you bitch
take a lunge
off a cliff
Beat out brain
losing likely battle
happen, hate it soon
fuck fretting furrow
brow beaTing, belching
lying lately, fucking
fell for fate
loving late
Sometimes ask why
why, want to die?
I want to die
If I could
I would
not now
"Don't do that"
Why not?
sexless or not,
insides scraped out
I am a basic skeleton of disgust
you already hate me
I die always in you
you won't mind
It will be beautiful.....
I dont know how to fix this....Was it my fault for her being there....at the wrong moment. this is so fucked...
blame me
bystander, sickly
dripping with stories
slowly melting to the wick
honesty is a lie
and a perversion in itself
