the frustration i go through and people fuck me fuck me fuck me
they do it till im sore till i cant stand anymore
till i dont know whats what everything is a blur everything i see everything i hear everything i touch everything i hold
whats real what isnt when i reach out my arms and try to hold you why cant i?
your just not there your not real your a dream an illusion
i should have known that something so great couldnt be real
fuck me fuck me fuck me like they all do fuck me till i cant stand fuck me till i cant feel fuck me till like right now i just cant fucking tell whats real
i dont know my dreams from my reality i dont even know whats truth in reality
i used to think that if i could feel it, if i could touch it then that meant it was real but now it is the same for everything i can feel it all i can touch it all, it seems so real
fuck me where i cant see it fuck me because i dont know fuck me like they all do behind my back with the door closed
