JacquelinAnn's blog: "My blog"

I am happier today than I have been in a really long time! My husband sent me an email on MySpace today and we sent emails back and forth talking about things and we are FINALLY going to get divorced! And whats even better is that he is going to sign away ALL of his rights to our daughter! I am so happy!!!

I have fallen in to a creative mood. Yay! I just finished a painting today that I had started a while back. I am pretty happy with how it turned out. Its actually not abstract so it is a bit unusual for me, lol. I will put a pic up once I get around to taking one.

of this chauvinistic bullshit! A few days a go someone decided that calling me a bitch was a good idea for no reason at all. That was bad enough, But today some guy IMed me saying... "Hey. Whats up? Your hot... Let me see you naked". Why is it that some guys think that they have the right to see women naked? Any guy who gets to see a woman naked (that he doesnt have to buy in some way or another) should be thankful! Men should know that this is a gift! It's not like any woman owes that to you. Another thing... If a woman says no to something like that then you have NO RIGHT to call her any kind of nasty name! There is no reason for her to show you in the first place... If she does for some reason then you should thank her in some way or another and then also thank god or who ever else you pray to for letting you be so lucky. These guys are pissing me off! God please save me from stupid people. If you look then please take the time to comment.

I will not tolerate some guy calling me a bitch... or any other derogatory term for a female for that matter. I dont care if they are kidding! Its not okay to show total disrespect to someone who has done nothing bad to you. I am sick of guys thinking it is "cute" or "sexy". Guess what guys... ITS NOT! It shows total disrespect for the female you are speaking to. What happened to the good old days when men spoke like gentlemen and showed the women they were interested in a little respect? Guys please... Havnt you heard the old saying "You catch more flies with honey than you do with vinegar"? Anyone? Well its true. I'm not saying that you need to sugar coat everything or that you need to be sweet all the time or anything like that. Just talk to us like you actually care. Do not talk to us like we are an object or like you own us. If you show us some respect than you will get alot farther. Thank you to anyone who stops to read this rant. Please leave a comment and tell me what you think.

My husband all of a sudden gets back in touch with me (see previous blog about that) and now he is telling me that if I dont make our marraige work that he is going to take me to court for coustody of my daughter... I dont want him in my or my daughters life! I dont want her going through the constant disapointment that he will bring her. She wont be safe with him. He is just doing this to be a vindictive asshole and he needs to stop. He will be a horrible father and I have no idea what to do. I just want him to disapear again. I wish that he had never tried to get back in touch with me. Everything he touches turns to shit. GAH!

Since almost no one even reads my blogs and even less comment on them I will probably stop blogging all together.

Should I post some of my poems so you guys can see how crappy they are? lol

My husband finally called yesterday and told me some bullshit story about why he hasnt been able to contact me in more than 2 months. He told me that he really wants to be the husband and father that he knows he can be. He also told me that he has never stoped loving me and that he wants to spend the rest of his life making everything right. The story he told me is complete bullshit and I know that if I let him come back that everything will be just as fucked up as before. If he would just grow the fuck up and stop lying to me we might have had a chance. He must think I am an idiot if he expects me to belive him. GAH... I hate guys like him. Thank you to anyone who actually read this leave me a comment and let me know what you think.

I'm having a girl! Her name is Alexandria. :)

Today at 2:30 I get to find out what my baby is going to be. I cant wait to find out!