ok so we got into a huge arguement over him not beliveing me when he new damn well i wasnt sure, so anyway shit went down at work and we havent spoken for nearly a week then all of a sudden i get an email asking how i am. and its none other than dickhead, so i have been emailing him a little bit here and there. but for someone who wrote me a page telling me how worthless i was and calling me a lier. the bastard told me he hated me so mother fucker if yo ass hate me then why r u talking to me? i mean ya i miss his company and friendship but i most certainly dont miss the abuse and its there as its called. i loved him with all my heart but i have to be careful not to play into his trap i have once b4 and i fell harder than the 1st time hes a hard habit to break, literally