Becky Jo's blog: "Music"

Through the glass I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed Oh God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like I'm sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel, that is the question But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes initialized Folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope And while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real, so much to question An Epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating everything When thought came from the heart It never did right from the start Just listen to the noises (No more sad voices) Before you tell yourself It's just a different scene Remembering is just different from what you've seen I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed And all I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head (REFRAIN): And it's the stars The stars that shine for you And it's the stars The stars that lie to you I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed Oh God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head (REFRAIN) [2x] The stars The stars that lie

Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my deceit

Omega What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus On the bigger...better...now... We all have a little sin that needs venting Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve? Wind down inside adivistic galore The value of a summer spent and a winter earned For the rest of us there is always sunday The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers A vacation is a countdown T-minus your life and counting Time to drag your tongue across the sugarcube and hope you get a taste What the fuck is all this for? What the hells going on? Shut up! I could go on and on, but lets move on...shall we? Say, youre me and Im you and they all watch the things we do And like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs Havent felt like this in years The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse Let me go and plundge me into the dead spot again Thats where you go when theres no one else around Its just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there? Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with there thumb on the pulse and a finger on the trigger Classified my ass, thats a fucking secret and you know it Government is another way to say...better...than...you... Its like ice but no pick, a murder charge that wont stick Its like a whole other world where you can smell the food but you cant touch the silverware...what luck Fascism you can vote for...isnt that sweet And were all gonna die some day, cause thats the american way And Ive drunk to much and said to little When your gaffer taped in the middle, say a prayer, say a phrase, get yourself together and... See whats happening Shut up Fuck you, fuck you Im sorry I could go on and on But its time to move on...so... Remember.. Youre a wreck An accident, forget the freak youre just nature Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean, shit snort and blaspheme Let the heads cool and the engine run Because in then end everything we do... Is just everything weve done