Hey,
I keep telling myself you'll realize that you're not going to be happy where you're at either. I also sit here and wonder how you can sleep with HER when you say you still love me, but we've had that discussion already. I also don't know how much she knows. Does she know you say you still love me? Or have you neglected to tell her that? I'm not asking these things to get answers, I want you to think about them. I want you to think about how you're using her, and the mixed signals you send me. You have talked about how you'd like to be able to try again, yet you're with someone else. You can't get your feet underneath you to support yourself much less have a healthy relationship with someone else.
I want us to be friends, but I have a lot of anger at what you chose to do to me. You've also made it very difficult for me to go do anything, every where I go I run into someone or see something that reminds me of us. The girls want us to go out, but I'm not ready to face her. While I know it takes two, I can't fully blame you for your cheating either. I don't know who made the first move, nor do I really care, but I can not see the piece of ass you got when you wouldn't even touch me.
As I said, just words, take them as you like.
