Pain and darkness,
anger and sadness,
frustration and sorrow,
fill my mind and soul.
Dark thoughts walk beside me.
Demons of desire too.
But memories of happier times,
are there as well.
Blackness mixed with rainbow.
The harbingers of death circle above.
Are they here for me?
Or for my prey?
Are they here to warn?
Or to take someone home?
The signpost is the crossroads,
good and evil,
life and death,
sanity and insanity,
they all cross here.
Can I still choose?
Or has the choice been made for me?
I am still walking,
but which road am I on?
Monster I have been called,
and angel too,
but which will appear,
if I am seen by you?
Some are safe,
but the safe are few.
I show others what they show me.
For those that show the darkness,
I can bring the terror,
that they have given to me.
If the last thing you ever see in life,
are my eyes of death,
you are only seeing the reflection,
of what you have shown me.
But show me light,
of friendship and joy,
and I can help lift you,
to heights you have yet to enjoy.
Tonight the darkness rages tho,
as I am here walking among you.
You will not know me,
for I look just like you.
I was born to be one of you,
but you have made me something else.
And tho I am mortal,
when I die another will take my place.
Angel I am,
and monster too,
but tonight the madness rages,
and maybe I am looking for YOU
RMR, 7/ 2/ 2006
