im am so sick of not haveing money. worrying weither our bills are gonna be paid on time or if this check or this check goes thorough with out haveing to pay overdraft fees. and i cant get a job because my grandmother in law cant watch my daughter 24 hours aday, and im not goning to quite school ill be in even more dept then we are now. i just cant win for fucking loseing. im so stressed im staying sick to my stomach when is my life gonna get easier when do i get my break im starting to think that the gods have just shit on me and forgotten im here
its really getting to me, if it wasnt for jasons grandmother we wouldnt be eating or even have a car or place to live. shes the only reason weve made it with out hitting rock bottom, and now thats caught up with us and were still going there. the rain keeping him our of work and the days he dose work gets sent home early and doesnt get any hours we cant live on 600 sometine 800 dollars a month and then also us have a life and fun we dont even get to go any where or do any thing any more. all we do is sit at home and he tells me how boring i am becaise we dont have the money to fucking do anything so its my falt. i just wish i could get a break my time to be happy and not so stressed FUCK it i have worked so hard for a fucking break but like every one here tells me thats life you stress out while every one else gets to be happy and do what the hell they fucking want to.
