no... really.... it's nothing. just replacing my once and a while rants with a *shudder* blog.
over the last few days i've had some interesting conversations with people. and i find myself amazed at the state of so many good people. by no means am i claiming to be one of these good people, but i like to think i'm a pretty good judge of character.
fact of the matter remains. WOW.. here i was thinking i was a freak, when really i'm finding that i have more in common with a lot of these people then i thought.
now before this sounds like a little "pick Al up" it's not that at all. really i'm shocked to see that so many good people share the same inner pessimism as me. mind you they've all been fucked over in one way or another, so i really can place no blame on them.
maybe i'm just shook up cause my own little world seems to be not what i though it was.... (yeah, i admit it, i may or may not have been wrong) BUT hark, does this make me think less of any of these people, no. i'm quite happy they desided to welcome me into their own dark little corners.
thx kids :)
