I’m legal. I’ve literally still have yet to get drunk. Yeah I’ve have a few shots here and there (thanks Reid) but still waiting to get drunk.
Yeah I’m still babysitting, picked up a new person to sit for too, and I know that I won’t get screwed over then with her the way I was getting with the other too. I still sit for them because well at least I know I’m getting paid every week.
I’m over the fact I had drop a long time friend because of how immature she was acting. I feel healthier too now that I did. I’m not as stressed.
And to the friend that slowly left my life. I knew that it was too good to be true that he’d stay.
The friendship isn’t ruined because of my school girl crush... He actually figured I liked him....
And lately hell hasn’t been bad...
How’s your life going?
With in the next week I will be of legal age to drink. And with everything that has been going on, I may just slip into drinking a lot.
With how I still have no job other than babysitting on the weekends.
To the fight I had with one of the people that have known me longest and then having to cut that friend out of my life for good.
So my friend invited me to move in with her, but she lives all the way in South Carolina. Don't get me wrong I'd love too, but I don't want to leave my family and friends. Its not really her that's pressuring me. It's her friend. He wants me to move in with her and he's been getting pissed off at us because i don't have the money to move down to her; i'm sorry I babysit on fridays and saturadays and only make 40-45 a fucking night. forgive me for living week to week.
Okay long time no net...
What's been going on in my life:
1. I haven't seen my asswhole doctor in a few months thanks to good health.
2. I quit my job at Torrid because I wasn't getting the hours to even make it up to the mall I worked at.
3. I am still looking for a job; but am babysitting on the weekends.
4. I'm going to see my big brothers (Saving Abel) next month and I can't wait. I have friends coming out of state to come to this show. I'm excited for it :D
Other than that I've been fine :D
Don't you hate when you so called "gay" friend gets all over you and doesn't know when to stop? He also likes to keep me to himself and it's annoying. I'm sick of him trying to control my life. FUCK OFF.
So other than being pissed off about HE WHO MUST BE BEAT, I'm off Warfin (the blood thinner I was on for the blood clots that were in my lungs), at least till December 2. I'm going to be taking this test to see if I'm prone to clots it'll also tell me if I will have problems with having kids. . . LIKE I WANT ANY!