So shall I tell you about me? Only if you promise to read it . . .

I am everything in life that I want to be but nothing I ever dreamed I would be. I failed to achieve my childhood dreams but located a life of contentment as I grew.

I am on a never ending quest to find what in life makes me happy, I may never find it but I will at least die trying.

I have lived a very hard life and as a result have developed my sarcastic and bitchy attitude. If you do not like or understand sarcasm please feel free to exit my page now. If you do not like bitchy women again feel free to exit my page now. The fact of the matter is this is who I am and I will not change in order to appease you, so scurry along.

I do not now, nor will I ever give a damn what you really think of me. I will, however, listen to what you have to say whenever you speak intelligently. Just keep in mind listening does in no way indicate that I care.

I will never lie to you about who I am, what I have done, or what I still plan to do in life. I feel no reason to lie about myself . . . I am who I am and I am damn proud of what I am. I will not sugar coat the things in life I have done because they are not all good . . . But they all shaped me in some way. I do not regret anything I have done for this very reason . . . I feel I can not regret something that made me who I am.

I admit to my past, live my present, and look forward to my future . . . And that is all that rally matters in the end!!!

It doesn’t matter if I am single or not because I am not here to try to find a man, or a woman. I am here to make new friends and talk with some old ones. People always assume that if you are a member of a place such as this that you are looking to hook up with someone . . . Intelligent people, however, know that is not true for everyone.

I work too many hours a week at a thankless job that doesn’t pay enough money for the things I do and doesn’t offer any benefits.

I enjoy movies that are psychologically stimulating, the ones that make you guess what is going to happen next, the ones that you can’t figure out until the very end and then still wind up being wrong about.

I enjoy movies about horror and torture, I enjoy the pain and suffering they show. I enjoy dark comedy as well, all the pain and suffering of horror tinged with sarcasm. These are the movies I feel depict what humanity may truly be about in the end.

I watch television though not that much. I listen to the news as background noise all day long when I am not at work. I watch House religiously because how can I not love an arrogant drug addicted doctor with gorgeous eyes? I watch Family Guy frequently because I can identify with a drunk dog and matricidal baby. Then there is My Name is Earl which shows karmic retribution at it’s best.

Music . . . Oh I love music of all types. I love the idea of music in general, the way it fits with your every mood. No matter what mood you are in you can find a genre of music, an artist, a song that will fit perfectly if you search long enough.

I do admit to a weakness for hair bands. Having been a teenager in the late 80s and early 90s I fell victim to it all. I know more power ballads than any one person should ever know. I love men with long silky hair. I inevitably melt at the sight of a man in eyeliner. However, this time period did also encompass grunge as well . . . So I know many songs that proclaim an anger toward something but never state what. I am open minded though and will listen to anything a few times.

I am more open minded than most give me credit for because they don’t stick around long enough to figure me out. I am very nonjudgmental when it comes to others, but harsher on myself than I need to be. I am loyal to those that deserve it and cold and heartless to those who don’t. I do not blink twice when it comes to hurting someone who I feel deserves it, but will crush myself before hurting someone I love.

I am a one of a kind human being who evolves daily with each person I meet and every situation I encounter.

There are many things in life that I believe
~Music can take a person to where they are longing to be in a moment
~The things in life that are the best for you are also the hardest to acquire and even harder to hold onto
~Miracles happen if you believe they do
~A friend is the best thing that you can have in life one day and the absolute worst the next . . . And if that person is still there when the circle starts again then that is something to grasp a hold of
~If people can not accept you for who you are then they are not worth knowing
~In order to truly hate someone you must have once cherished them
~Every person deserves to be loved but very few know what to do with that love and even fewer how to accept it
~Just because someone holds your entire heart in their hands doesn’t mean that you even possess a small part of theirs
~When you have the most intelligent things to say no one is ever there to listen
~Once you find that person who will walk side by side with you in life sharing in everything but not leading or following into anything never let them go because they will never be back again

Oh yeah, I am a college grad, I have a BA in English which I acquired from The Ohio State University. I enjoy writing immensely and do so frequently to release the stress tension, and just plain clutter that builds in my daily life.








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