i find i am missing you immensly this very evening. missing knowing u r sitting at the other end of the message, knowing it finds its way to u directly...
craving now more than ever that touch of your finger,
the warm breath against my skin, fully giving of my self to you and you alone...
i struggle inside wondering shall that day ever come when a tru master shall be greatful to claim me as his own..
who will take his time and unfold each complex layer that i hold so close to my very soul...
growing every more tired of games that are played with the mind
haveing people try to pull the strings of the heart with empty words and even more empty actions...
crying in solitude believing i am a fool to have wanted to feel a touch again, not pushing away that which i know i should have ...only to b made a fool once more...
mind screaming to regain my control i sought and fought so long and hard to gain from this CRUSHING EMOTION...
will he ever come???
the one who has haunted my dreams as he has???
