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WELL THURSDAY I FOUND OUT THAT MY BEST FRIEND HAS LOST HIS FIGHT WITH CANCER, HE WAS THE SWEETEST KID ROUND. HE KNEW HOW TO MAKE YOU SMILE AND LAUGH WHEN U WERE SAD OR BLUE, HE WAS MY BIGGEST SUPPORT WHEN I GOT DIVORCED HE KNEW HOW TO MAKE SURE I WAS DOING BETTER IN MY LIFE. ALL THE WHILE HE WAS BATTLING CANCER OF ALL TYPES, HE WAS 21 WHEN GOD FINALLY TOOK HIM HOME WITH HIM. HE HAS HIS WINGS AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH HE DIED WITH HIS FAMILY IN PA, BUT I WILL ALWAYS KICK MY SELF FOR 2 YRS HE KEPT TELLING ME YOU NEED TO COME C ME B4 I DIE AND I ALWAYS TOLD HIM YOU WILL KICK THIS CANCER BEN YOU ARE STRONG YOU WILL MAKE IT, BUT SADLY ON THE 21ST OF JUNE GOD CALLED HIM HOME HE SAW THE LIGHT AND WENT WITH JESUS. I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOOD BYE AND IM SAD N MAD AT MYSELF. I REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE TALKED AND HE KEPT ME UPDATED ON HIS HEALTH AND I KEPT HIM UPDATED ON ME BUT HE NEVER WORRIED BOUT HIM JUST EVERYONE ELSE. I LOVED HIM LIKE HE WAS MY LIL BROTHER THAT I NEVER HAD. AND IM GLAD THAT HES NOT SUFFERING ANYMORE, HES WITH THE ANGELS AND HES LOOKING DOWN THROUGH THE HOLES IN HEAVEN. I JUST WISHED I GOT TO SAY GOODBYE.
BEN HUN IF YOU CAN HEAR ME I LOVE YOU BUDDY AND ILL COME SEE YOU ONE DAY AND WELL GO TO THE BEACH LIKE YOU WANTED TO WELL GO DO ALL THE THINGS THAT WE SAID WE WOULD DO IF I HAD COME SEEN YOU. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.
i love you more than anything you can see. i love you cause ur true to me. you make me happy when i am sad.you bring me up when im feeling down. u know how to trun my life upside down. you have been there through thick and thin. and still to this day u cnt win. you kno how to love u kno how to laugh u kno how to make me blush so bad. though u have doubts u have ur views u kno that i love you so what to do, u stole my heart on that first chat. i may be afraid to tell u when we talk but i am true i love u so. maybe ull read this and realize u do too? but i dont push just tell me so if you do or if u dont, either way my heart is urs.
y is that when i think you found the perfect man that he turns around on the day of our 4 mth dumps me for a girl that was just a friend 3 yrs ago? i just cant understand why i just cant be fuckin happy.. i try so hard and i still get dumped and shit... my heart is constantly gettin broken!!
im just tired of broken promises and empty words...i swear that i have a tattoo on my forehead that says i want to have my heart broken...please break my heart!
can someone please tell me what im doing wrong?
one day one night
i finally see the light.
i want you oh so bad
but its something i never had
you are the one for me
please tell me you can see
how much that i want to be
the only one for you and me
i want to hold you near
and you can be oh so dear
you make me smile when i am blue
and all i know is that i want you
i want to be there by your side
i want to be there for all time
i love the way you look at me
and i damn well kno im your fantasy!
you are the one i want at night
i always want to be in your sight
i want to see you every day
and if i come to you can i please stay?
im missing you, i miss the way you look at me,
i miss the way you think of me,
i miss the way you hold me at night,
i miss the way you keep me in sight!
i miss the way you kiss me,
i hope that we are ment to be!
