no idea how it happened but im in love with you again it seems .. damn it Mike i feel so vulernable knowing you could just walk away .. how do you walk away from love .. i guess some people do .. but i don't understsand it .. once its there i can't ignore it aww make it go away .. only try to hide it under my other feelings .. keep busy ... and hope the the pain of not having someone special .. doesn't make me cry all day and night ... Grrr Mike .. ive always given up what i wanted for love .. and now i hope that you see .. if i give up this .. im worth having i don't know .. i just hope ..i hate being so damn soft and sweet ..