XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

Missing her .. 

As the world reminds me its another holiday .. 

 i can't help but think of my baby girl so far away ... 

Life is crazy sometimes ... 

you don't know what yuou have till its gone .. 

her smile . her laugh .. 

we drove each other crazy .. 

but she'' always be my moonlight .. 

and i'll be her sun .. 

I hope the stars guide her back to me , someday soon .. 

I miss her so much .. i can't even say ... i can't even describe how it feels now shes so far away... 

Life is so of surprises ... 

and curve balls and you never seem to always know how to catch them ... 

I love her so much it breaks my heart , that im not there .. 

and yet she seems to be as happy as she can get .. 

I love her more then anything ... 

I wish i could hold her in my arms .. and just tell her that again soon .. 

I miss her so much ... 

i even miss the things she did that annoyed me ... 

But i must not give up hope that she will be in my life again .. once more .. 

I must not give up hope that his heart will soften she will be able to visit me ... 

I refuse to make her choose ... 

 I wouldn't do that .. 

She loves us both equally .. 

But my heart breaks , whens she not here .. especially for the holidays ... 

I love you baby girl