DOVE's blog: "MISS YA DAD"

EVERYONE SAYS THAT TIME HEALS ALL THINGS. WELL ITS BEEN ONE YEAR TODAY THAT I LOST YOU DAD. THERES NOT A DAY THAT DON'T GO BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF YOU. I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. YOUR NOT HERE FOR ME TO TALK TO OR TO ASK QUESTIONS WHEN I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWERS. IT JUST HURTS SO BAD. I MISS YOU DAD SO VERY MUCH. THE ONLY THING THAT I AM GLAD FOR IS THAT YOUR NOT HURTING ANYMORE AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAKE ANYMORE MEDICINE OR DO DIALYSIS ANYMORE. I KNOW WHAT YOU SAID. THAT YOU FELT YOUR BLOOD GOING BACK IN YOU AND THAT IT HURT LIKE HELL AND YOU WOULD CRY. CAUSE THE PAIN WAS SO GREAT. BUT I STILL MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAD..EVERYONE IS TELLING ME THAT I SHOULD BE WISHING YOU A HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY IN HEAVEN. BUT, I GUESS YOU CAN SAY I'M GREEDY CAUSE I RATHER YOU HERE WITH ME. THAN IN HEAVEN. TELL BUBBA THAT I LOVE HIM ALSO AND I MISS HIM TO. DARN GOD HAS TAKEN MY ONLY BROTHER AND NOW YOU DAD FROM ME. I MISS YA'LL BOTH SO MUCH. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TWO VERY MUCH.

LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER,

BERNADINE AKA ~~DOVE~~