I need to post this as a public apology to my sister in law.
I was greatly misinformed. I was led to believe it was because of my sister in law that I wasnt able to move.
It was, in fact, my mother. In an act not unlike her past interactions with me, she lied to me and cast me aside yet again.
I dont understand how a mother can act this way to her child. Her only daughter. I dont understand how someone can carry a child for 9 months, make the decision to give them life, and then cast them aside like garbage. I dont understand how a mother, someone who is supposed to develop instincts to care for their child no matter what, to protect and love that child unconditionally, how can a mother, put her own wants before her childs needs? Nop matter how old the child, isnt the instinct still there?
Why doesnt my mother have that instinct when it comes to me? Why does she only have that instinct when it comes to my brother and other peoples children?
