It's like I can't catch a break the second I get one minute of happy the whole thing shatters apart .. Never have I ever. Remembered a time of lengthened happy. It always only lasts a second like a blink ... It always goes as fast as it came . I'm really to tired to fight for it any more I succumb and just guess I will deal with miserable . It's just to hard to fight to be happy when it ends up causing so much pain
