TrAcY's blog: "misc"

Now I know what to believe....I just don't understand why he had to led me along like he did...Why didn't he just tell me???Why did he lie to me???Why did he text me just a few days a go and tell me that he was still planning on coming up here to see me???

Lately i have been feeling that maybe i was played for a fool...I shouldn't feel this way but I do...I don't know if what i am being told is true or a lie...Well I am hoping that it is true...He always said that he can't stand liars...I guess I will have to wait and see what happens...I just hate the way I feel...I don't want to be played...I deserved to be happy...I guess I will believe it when he can prove it... Sorry if I am rambling on but I just had to get this off of my chest...