Look into my eyes
Still I ask
do you see?
You look into my eyes
But you only see your reflection
Look deeper
I plead
I do not want to lie
I do not want to hurt you
But these words I cannot say out loud
For they hurt me
I cannot even whisper them
For they have hurt me too much
too often
I look into your eyes
Still you ask
what do you mean?
Are you blind to what I feel
And do not feel?
I cannot say it
I cannot say it
Do not ask me to
I can see what you feel
I fear it more than anything
I fear so much
Do not ask me
