my fault, my guilt, my pain, my heartbreak, my fuck up...
i hope you can forgive me jimmy. you dont deserve someone who will hurt u like this or who doesnt know wat she wants...i cant ask you to wait for me cuz it would be unfair.
*sigh*
you'v been the best bf i'v ever known. you treat me better than anyone else ever has and better than i deserve. i couldnt ask for someone better to love me.
but, i want to experience life as much as i can, i WANT to experience college as much as i can...u worry about me cheatin on you when i go and to be honest, i worry about it too. you should know that i have cheated before in relationships and i'm trying not to. i do want to be everything you want and everything you need but...we do have some issues we need to figure out and i need to sort out my life.
baby...i cant ask you to wait, i cant ask you to keep loving me, especially wit the chance that i might meet someone at college or have bfs here. it's hurting me more than you know to say this cuz i love you to death and beyond but you should move on...
this is my fault and i'm so sorry
i will always love you, please know that :(
~ace~