It amazes me how at one point you can look into someone’s eyes and see everything, feel everything, all at once like its been building inside your spine for years, and then at another point you can look into the same baby blues and see nothing, nothing at all. Or how you can hear someone’s voice, hear their breath leave their lips and feel so overwhelmed to the point your own breathing becomes labored, and then hear the same voice and cringe with feelings that are too hard to explain. Or how you can get caught in a day dream, and it feels so real, only to snap out of it and sit there for the next few hours in disappointment. Or driving the same route home every night, relaxing, and sure, until one day it feels so far away from all that you know. How sitting in your own drive way can sometimes make you feel like a million miles from home. It is strange how a baby’s cry is breath taking and beautiful, and a cry of the elderly is sad and depressing. Tears are just tears after all aren't they? Or how one word can have more then one meaning, which is fascinating. Or how a rambling on my own thoughts can leave me this confused, when I am the one who thought them up to begin with.
