I'm an emotional guy. I would think that would go a long way with a woman, but yet I am still sometimes left completely confused.
Why can't people just be upfront and straight with how they feel towards me? Why hide it? Say how you feel, tell me that you want me, or if you dont want me. Don't leave me wondering. Its selfish, and very piggish of you.
Don't leave me hanging. If I ask for some assurances, do I not deserve them? Have I done some great evil in the past, and now I am being tested for it? Why must I live down the wrongs done by other men? I AM NOT THEM!!! Get over it! Yet, I am forced to except others at face value, and trust they aren't fucking with my emotions. Yea, so I got a big heart, don't give you the fucking right to step on it.
Be completely honest with me. Don't beat around the bush, don't give me some fucking story about wooo is me, this happened to me, and so now I have to go extra careful with others. I am who I am. I have nothing to hide, nor have I ever tried to hide anything. What do you need, a damn resume? Want some fucking personal references on who I am, and what I am about?
Someone wouldn't have anything to do with me one time, simply because I lacked a fucking salute pic, so I got one. Now I am their friend. So whats that tell me about the people I know who wont do the same thing? How do I know your not some old man or lady, simply fucking with me? I've been fucked with before by TONS of people who have claimed to be something that they are not. Give me assurances. Ease my doubt. Stop waiting. If I am worth anything to you, you'd jump on that opportunity, or I'm gone. I'm too old to wait for someone to make up their mind about what they want, or how they feel about someone. Or rather they think they can trust them. Well ...... fuck ya, I trust everyone until given a reason not too. And I'm done with excuses..
HERE I AM IN ALL MY GLORY! TAKE ME OR NOT
there's your question...
