Mental molestation
As I probe within the depths of my mind
Searching for all there is to know about you
little by little I discover the person you've become
and the more I learn the more I forget.
Now I am trapped within you
surrounded by you comp heart races as I notice the changes
little at first then growing into pain
how did I get here? why did I come?
I thought I knew you but now I see we lost touch long ago
my life without you seems empty
I look for you in my dreams when I close my eyes
you looked close enough to touch and then you were gone
why do all the people in my mind keep leaving me?
am i not good enough for them?
My mind wanders looking for sanity but
I find nothing except an empty condom wrapper~