To understand the problem, you must first understand the nature of the beast. Loneliness effects everyone different. Me, well.....it puts me in a state of depression, followed by a state of regret. From there I just look for what is available (not sexual). I don't understand why things work out the way they do. If you tell me that it just wasn't meant to be, I'll probley spit in your face and tell you to go fuck yourself (harsh, but honest). To finally get with the person you most wish to be with and have things work out to equal happiness for you and your partner, is like climbing Mt. Zion in boxers and house shoes.
But like I was trying to state previously, the problem is not singular, but is a reaction of both partners. I apoligize to the ones that I knew in my heart I would never love, but it worked out at the time, and when I look at those occurances now, I regret them.....well maybe not all of them *$(%& gave some great head, lol. But anyways, my point is this, some have found THE ONE, some found ONE, and some haven't found ONE AT ALL. But in all examples, to love, to be loved or to never loved at all. I think it's all a part of a game, and I haven't figured out if I'm the kid playing the game or the little blue piece, being played.
^Nic^
