ok well as some of u all know im a manic depressive and i hate the holidays anymore.Most dont know why tho.I moved from my home state a few years ago and im fine with that. My mother lives in a nursing home and she had a sever stroke it was soo bad that shes partially parilyzed and cant speak. so between not bein able to speak to my mother n having my family turned against me for stupid reasons i am all alone.With bein bipolar and a manic depressive this time of year is really hard to deal with everything. I tend to isolate myself from everyone and get into a funk thats hard to get out of.I know this time of year just about everyone hates me because of this but like i said because of bein alone and feeling the way i feel it is very hard to talk to anyone about it I AM TRULY SORRY for those of u that i made to the point that you all hate me its just something that happens but it will pass and to those of u who stuck by myside and those ho are helping me THANK YOU VERY MUCH from the bottom of my heart