AIGHT, SO IF ANY OF YOU KNOW ME, YOU KNOW I'M ADDICTED TO MOVIES. THIS I'M BEGINNING TO THINK IS MY DOWNFALL. HERE'S WHY. IN MOVIES THE ENDINGS, EITHER HAPPY OR SAD ALWAYS END WITH THE AUDIENCE HAPPY. THIS IS NOT TRUE IN LIFE. THERE ARE NO ENDINGS. YOU COULD HAVE A GREAT DAY, BUT THEN YOU HAVE TO DO IT ALL AGAIN THE NEXT DAY. THERE ARE NO GOOD GUYS AND BAD GUYS. THEY ARE ALL THE SAME IN THEIR OWN REGARD. THOSE YOU THINK ARE YOUR FRIENDS TURN TO ENEMIES, AND YOUR ENEMIES TURN OUT TO BE THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO LISTEN. THE LOSER NEVER GETS THE GIRL!! EVER. MY LIFE CAN'T BE SUMMED UP IN AN HOUR AND A HALF. TO MANY CHANGES, TO MANY DIFFRENT SCENES. THE POOR BUM FRIENDS NEVER HAVE CARS, UNLIKE IN THE MOVIES WHERE THEY ALL DRIVE VINTAGE SOMETHING OR OTHERS. IN MOVIES FRIENDS ARE LOYAL AS FUCK, UNLESS THEY ARE BAD GUYS. HURT AND IN NEED, UNLIKE IN THE MOVIES WHERE EVEN IF YOU ARE DYING FROM CANCER YOU WOULD TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR FRIEND. THERE IS NEVER A BRIEFCASE FULL OF MONEY TO SOLVE ALL OF YOUR PROBLEMS, AND THE ANTIHERO LAUGHS AT YOU AS OPPOSED TO TURNING A NEW LEAF AND TAKING UP THE CAUSE. THE DIALECT AND ONE LINERS NEVER GET THE APPRECIATION THEY DESERVE. THE BULLIES ALWAYS WIN IN REAL LIFE. THE ASSHOLES NEVER GET BURNED, AND THE HERO NEVER STEALS HIS GIRL. AUTHORITY FIGURES ALWAYS GIVE YOU SHIT, AND THEY ARE BETTER AT THEIR JOBS THEN MOVIES WOULD MAKE YOU THINK. MOVIES NEVER HAVE PEOPLE NOT BEING ABLE TO GET A RIDE FROM THEIR PARENTS HOUSE. DRUGS ARE NEVER PORTRAID RIGHT. DIABETICS ALWAYS HAVE A QUICK FIX. YOU ALWAYS GET SOUND ADVICE IN MOVIES, NOT JUST FUCK YOU'S, AND I DON'T CARES. YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO PAY YOUR BILLS, SMILE AND SUCK IT UP. I HAVE SPENT FAR TO LONG TRYING TO CENTER MY LIFE AROUND THE PERFECT MOVIE. NOT JUST ONE, BUT MULITPLE MOVIES, THAT I HAVE FOUND TO BE HOW LIFE SHOULD BE. NEVER WORKS LIKE THAT. IN LIFE YOU GET ABANDONED. THE KILLER NEVER GETS WHO YOU WANT. THE DISEASES ARE ALWAYS INCURABLE, AND NO MATTER HOW DEPRESSED YOU ARE, THERE IS NEVER A FRIEND WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU TOTALLY AND FEELS YOUR PAIN. I'M GOING TO GET SHIT FOR WRITING THIS I KNOW, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I'M NOT GOING TO STOP. I'M NOT CRAZY, BUT DAMN IT I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN. I'M DRUNK AND THIS PROLLY MAKES NO SENSE WHAT SO EVER, BUT DAMN IT SHOULD. THINK OF EVERY MOVIE YOU HAVE EVER LOVED. THEN TRY TO SEE YOURSELF LIVING THAT WAY. YOU ALL HAVE. DON'T DENY IT. SO AS RICK NEVER SAID IN CASABLANCA, "PLAY IT AGAIN SAM." I'M DONE, HAD TO GET IT OUT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.
