Silly420Girl's blog: "Me & my life o fun!"

Well, while I was at work last night, I get a call from a number I don't know right off the bat. I call it back, it's Keith's mom (Kit). She's on her way home & needed someone to talk to, to keep her awake. Come to find out she's on her way home from the hospital. Rob (Keith's dad) had a minor car accident this morning, but that's NOT why she's on her way back from the hospital. With no emotion she begins to tell me Rob had a heart attack. They won't let him leave the hospital. He has some severe heart damage from his sleep apnia. So, I'm kinda in tears as strippers are like wtf is wrong with her?! One of the ones I really like, Melody, makes me sit down & hands me the cigarette she just lit for herself. How sweet huh!? Oka (a bouncer) walks in & finds out something is wrong, goes to my boss (Travis) & comes back & says you can leave at anytime. As this is happening Jewie comes in to my work to hang out for a lil bit. So, Oka assumes Jewie is my BF... Which in itself is funny if you know my taste & what Jewie looks like. Nothing wrong with him, he's just not tall enough, not thin enough & not white enough! LOL So, Jewie & I both try for an hour to call mom & Keith. They never answered... So, I drove to their work & to tell them. Mom made Keith go home. He's on the phone right now (3:02am) with Kaiser to find out how his dad is. We won't know anything til later this morning. Just wanted everyone to know, if we disappear for awhile, you now know why! I don't believe, but Rob does. So, please for me, keep him in your thoughts & prayers! With all his issues, we might loose him!

Okay this is the thing & it pisses me off! I have had hot pink hair for 4 years now, but Keith pointed out too me how trendy being punk is & having pink hair really is. Kinda really pisses me off! These wanna be punk bitches now don't even know the meaning of being a punk... It's not listen to what true punks calls EMO, dying your hair, getting your lip pierced & wearing torn & tattered clothing. Being punk is about being YOU! Not caring if people stare at you & when they do stare you look right back & say something smart assed! It's about standing up for what you believe in & not being a fuckin' sheep & following everyone who thinks they are cool. If you think you're cool... Then shit that's all that fuckin' matters! Being punk is listening to PUNK music... Like Dead Kennedys, Misfits, Socal D, Rancid, Sex Pistols, Bad Religion & PennyWise. Omg do you know that I haven't met a "punk" around here yet who knows who PennyWise is... WTF? & You call yourself a punk, you lil wanna be bitches!!! So, basically my rant was to tell ya I changed my hair color! LOL Tiffany says I do talk alot! I will NOT be telling what color my hair will be tomorrow. I guess ya'll will have to come online & see the pics! Thanks for listening to me being me! LOL Love yas!

Oh My God Am I Bored! So, bored even im trying to find a yahoo chat room to fuck around in! Damn I haven't done this in months! Someone save me!

Talk about some horse shit! Well, let me start kinda from the begining... March 7th, 2003 at 11pm I had roughly 15 pounds of metal fall on me from just over 6 feet high while I was working. Nothing was broken & they put my leg in a splint from hip to ankle. After a few days I kew something was wrong, doc said it would be better after a few days. It never stopped hurting. I found out months later I have RSD - Reflux Sympathteic Dystrpohy & actually RSD is the mild form of what I have. I of course with my luck have to have RSD II. Started walking with a really bad limp & a cane. I sued bought a new bed, house & went gambling! lol September 2005 I sarted getting Lumbar Sympathetic Blocks. They are a motified version of an epideral. I had 7 total, last one in September 2006. October 2006 Kaiser decieded I am too high risk for them & they cancelled my insurance. In Novemeber I filled for Medical & food stamps. I do work, but I make $400 bucks a month that they know about. I have jumped through all of their hoops. Even went to their doctor who really hurt me! To come home almost 2 Fridays ago to find out that I was denied because I apperently make too much money, don't have any kids under the age of 18 & even if I did they would get insurance not me & I am not crippled enough for them! So, I have been a lil stressed out. Started calling doctors & clinics Friday morning... All of which tell me I need a referal. But if I don't have a doctor to get a referal from what do I do?! Then today my old doctor's secretary in Santa Anna called, we explained they situation. She said I could see the doctor but the problem is he can't prescribe the medication I need. So...... I would have to pay rougly $300 to see doctor A, just so I can get a referal to see doctor B... But when I see doctor B I have to pay another roughly $300, then another $260 just for one months worth of medication. Follow all that? Or I can pay half that & risk my life by going to Mexico. Kinda funny, eh?! They come here & get medical insurance & I have to go down there for help! WTF? So, now I am even more stressed out & kinda don't know what to do. Well I feel better now that I get all that out... Thanks for taking the time to read this long drama story! Love you all!! Brookie

We took some new pics today! Ignore the ones with me in the bikini I look horrid! Have a kick ass week! Brookie