Hank Renegade metal head's blog: "me at the moment"

life goes on but a refuse to deal with drama so leave it at home

well i'm getting back to normal alot of folks have helped and reminded me just how special i am and not to lose my way and i thank them i think i will just try and look ahead and hope things get better and just smile guess a few bad relationships can get anyone down and should relize that there is someone out there for me and i just have not found them yet good news i'm about to get out of this town and start driving big trucks again at least for a short time. guess this gives me time to relocate to a place i can find true happiness thanks to all thoses who have big hearts and have set me back on the right path xoxo

well i'm normally a upbeat happy person with a postive outlook on life. but as of late i'm starting to get depressed feeling my life is fucking up and i see no way out it's bad when you think about buying alot booze and see how far i can take it. not sure why the change but i have to find a way around this dark and ugly place before it's too late. i have never really had many friends and i have a few now i help them out all the time and put on this i'm kool nothing can bother me face so they have no clue i'm feeling this way. i have make some really awesome friends here on fubar and i hope it continues you all are a big help and i love you for who you are. not sure what would help but if you read this and what to help or just feel like talking to me i'm here you can shout of mail me or yahoo me at hankstager69 i would love to talk ~hank