So I met this totally hot guy last night( online of course)and I like him a lot. Its totally scary to me to actually find a guy a truly like. The guys I talk to always seem to have a room-mate that later turns out to be a woman or they run when they find out how sadistic and depraved I am. So in my head Im always planning a way out of every relationship I get in. I always wall up my heart with anyways and whatevers. But what I really want is someone who loves me for me, someone who is willing to give up control for me, someone who will let me inside their head and dwell in mine. Anyway..whatever..lol.
