Septemeber 25th 2006
You started out young,
and had problems before me.
Then you brought m brothers ingto this world,
but had me as a still born who was able to come back to life,
I made you have a difficult delivary and put you through hell.
I broke promises to you I should have kept.
While I grew up, you were trying to make it better for me,
but all I did was kept you in that hell.
We always fought and would get into eachothers faces,
and we would say things we didn't mean.
But I would act on everything I said I was going to do.
I'm sorry mom.
I'm not ready for you to go,
I'm not ready at all.
I've got my friends and what family I will have left,
but thats not enough.
We will pull through this nightmare,
we will get you out of the hell i helped put you in.
We will be closer than we were and will be one again.
Just like we were when I was inside you mom,
I will be reborn again and I will keep you on top of the world.
When the time comes, you'll be with the others,
that also love you and will be waiting for you.
You will be shown love before and after you go.
I'm sorry it took this much time to realize how much you truly mean to me.
As time goes by I sit and think to myself,
Why did I wait almost 20 years to become closer to you?
WHY?
Now I know I will be strong,
I will have support for when you move on.
I will always love you and cherish the time we have together,
and not dwell on how soon you may be gone.
We will live our lives to the fullest,
we will be strong as one.
All my love is to you mom,
I love you.
It's me and you forever and always,
and that will never change.
If you go through hell I will be there with you,
even though it may not be long,
I will be by your side forever mom.
Nothing,
no words,
no changes,
no person,
will change my mind.
Its me and you,
remember,
Me and You mom!
By: Malissa M. Watkins
