zenakus's blog: "maybe it's just me"

I wonder if people read my blogs?? Anyway, so being on here had made me realize that there really are some guys that have all the luck in life. The good looking types that turn out to be d-bags and the the guys that just have women fawn over them. Not really trying to have an emo moment, but it's one of those WHAT THA FUCK!!  moments in life that people never figure out. There is more I cold say about it, but meh I figure it'll be something for another blog.

I don't know why, but sometimes i just get that feeling that I make people a wee bit uncomfy. need it be in real life or on fubar...on scratch that especially on fubar. Now for that peeps that know me it's ok, but sometimes it's that feeling...like they're holding a cross to me hoping I'll run away and leave them be. Craziness.