Anger and sadness
Leading me into madness
Putting on a mask to hide how I feel
How long will this take to heal
I write these poems line after line
But I can't fully express my mind
My heart feels incomplete
I feel obsolete as it skips a beat
The same things in my head on repeat
Done being descrete
You try to judge me
Before you even know me
Then ask me to tell you what's going on
Pretending to care about what's really wrong
I'm not gonna play along
I've been like this for far too long
My heart keeps filling with tears
Trien to drown it with pills and beers
Bitch you don't understand my fears
You have no idea what i've been through
No idea why I was accepted into my crew
I've had people say they wanted to kill me
Yet day after day you wanna drill me?
You don't know my pain
You don't know my brain
You think i'm just trieng to complain
I don't know how to explain
It's driveing me insane!
