Months have passed now, nearly 3 - since Andy has left us. I still sit here and wish I could have stopped what happened somehow - although I know I could not. I wish he would have let us know how much he hurt inside or what was going on in his head but that would have put us on alert and he did not want us to stop him. He was bound and determined to leave and no one could have done a thing. I only hope and pray every single day that he is in a better place now, at peace, happy and being that silly goof that he always was. I miss you Andy, I love you.