When dreams become reality and foggy days become hazed over in your mind.Creepy spells of desire for joy and happiness overwhelm your mind. Making the people around you drift closer but yet afar with fear of crashing. Modem has started in the brain and a crazy feeling of regret fills the air, Strapped to the back of you head you feel like you must smile but wanting to crack that tear. Chills run down every ones back when the days are hazed with glory and painted over pain and nothing seems real anymore. Affixed on something more grand than just yourself nothing is holding you back from being selfish. Crawling away from a wet sweaty palm of disbelief and crying when you cannot believe what you have done. Breaking the spell and looking around only to see blood shed on the walls of faces you have destroyed. Sitting down and looking at the hands that did this all remembering the thoughts you remember from before you forgot.
~Erica Tomaso~