Only attention I need is for you to lust after me.
Don't love me.
I want to be your whore.
No one is capable of controlling me.
Drunk at fourteen
High at twelve
Cokehead at fifteen
addicted at ten
Been on every pill and every drug except crack.
acid trips to mars
black holes in the wall
demons chasing me
clouds carrying me
purple flying elephants
and silver mermaids
love and marriage
train wrecks look better
fire in my eyes
bite marks on my thighs
liquor bottles, broken
stained blood on my hand
the rope around my neck
the chain at my feet
you never marry the lover
disgust, cheating, murder
thats the life I live
live, love
only one letter apart
I to an O
yet it makes so much difference
and means all the same