I am picky when it comes to lovers. I have never just been with someone for the sex. As in,I have at least gotten to know someone before I slept with them,even if it was just a one time thing. I can remember the names of all of them. I am not sure I have ever loved any of them. Not even my ex husband,I was young. I don't compare them really to one another,they were mostly all good at something...ok,not the 18 year old one...short story and a long time ago. I can be somewhere and for some reason I will remember them. Their touch or just anything about them. I sometimes wonder if a past lover was the one man I should have always been with,but never saw it back then. Maybe not. Sometimes things are just not to be.
