The Big Bad Boobie Hunter's blog: "Love"

My mood right now Happy lyrics In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed All this pressure centerizing My life over turned But there than despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that is growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set all darkness Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path until contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Was that real hate? What tense be free? Do you pull me up just to push me out again? Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me form the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy? Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the boooooooooone Tear me from the boooooooooone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy? Does it make you happy? Are you feeling happy? Are you fucking happy? Now that I'm lost here with nothing Does it make you happy? Are you feeling happy? Are you fucking happy? Now that I'm lost here with nothing?

The walls feel like they are closing in. You look around and no one is there. You call for help and no one herars you. then the realization is that you are alone. So you wait and wait. By the time someone comes it's too late. You feel like you lost it, but deep down inside something keeps telling to go on. Do you listen or do you follow you heart. So the question is what do you do?

These are the things you take for granted. How well you know your freinds and what goes on in their head. If you can anwser this then you know that this is true freindship. You tell me?

Anwser me this? How do you know when it is love? Is it when you get those butterflies or you just say it. Maybe it's when you would do anything for that person. Well however fall in love make sure it is real. If it is, then go for full throttal and don't stop.

Well as the seasons change. So does the world. We still have freinds in danger in far away lands and freinds heading to those lands to help, not fully knowing what they are getting into. Relationships start and others end. While some just hang in the balance waiting to see the future. We all as humans wonder about the future while holding on to the past and really not knowing where we are in the present. All I can say is hang on for the ride and brace yourself for whatever comes your way. In the end all we can ask is to survive and come out of it all in one piece. Welcome to life. Good Luck

Why is the question. Why is the world here? Why are we here? Why is there so much confusion in the world? I wish just like all people to understand why. Maybe the reason is to make us stronger or to punish us. Maybe it's not for us to understand. All I wish is that I could understand why. Then again who knows. Maybe when my head stops spinning I might be able to anwser that question. Then again maybe not. Life sure does suck

Anyone that says that love is a beautiful thing has never had their Heart ripped apart and stomped on. It feels like you just want to tear it out just to stop the pain. This is a pain I put up against any physical pain out there. I digs into your soul and drives you to the brink of insanity. Maybe someday the pain will go away , but I promise you'll never be the same. It will always be there Knawing at the back of your mind sometimes creeping out. For most people they are stong enough to hold it back and I hope for me I am strong enough for right night now it doesn't feel like it.