Today was the day the Indianapolis Colts played the Chicago Bears in Superbowl XLI. Ever since Peyton Manning was the quarterback for the Colts, my friend Joe has been a fan of them, hoping to see the day he could get a ring. Finally, today was that day. Congratulations to the Colts. You should've seen Joe. He was like an excited little kid when Peyton threw his 1st touchdown pass of the Superbowl tonight. He yelled, and jumped up on the arm of the couch. Heh, now picture a big, 6'3" black guy jumping up on the arm of the couch screaming. Hehe...it was a sight. That's one of the things that makes football so great. A lot of passion in the sport we love.
During half-time of this game, I got a phone call from my friend Leigh, who I haven't heard from in a few days. She was sick. Stomach flu I think, but I'm happy she called, even though it was brief.
I ran into my older sister and my friend Tara having a conversation about love when I was in the kitchen. Tara told my sister that she was looking for mr. right. Someone who could treat her right. She's looking for that feeling, but she didn't have a problem waiting for someone to feel that way about her. I told them I was the same way. My sister looked at me like I was lying and asked why I write a lot of blogs about love if I could wait until I find Miss right? I told her simply, "I just like thinking about it. It doesn't mean that I'm desperate for it".
I'm 27 years old. I had a girlfriend one time, who would be the love that I lost that I mentioned in my first blog here. I don't know if I've ever really been in love with someone else, but I do admit to having very strong feelings for a few other women I've met. My problem is, those women either have a significant other already, or just isn't interested in being in love (with me?) It doesn't keep me from being a friend to them though, nor does it blind me should someone special come into my line of sight.
I'm still Scott. The only thing I'll change about who I am is my lack of ability to man up. That's what I feel I need to do. I'm alone in this world right now, but all I have is my family to lean on. I'm looking for a good job where I can support myself. I'm sitting here hoping someone will see the kind of a heart I have and want that. Maybe they'll fall in love with me. I hope when that happens I'll fall in love with them also, and make some magic, but for now, I need to get my own stuff together.
Take care, everyone. Much love.
